What I Got For Christmas!

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It's so Hard!

So, my parents have been in a huge controversy in the past few months and they have now decided to go their different ways in life now after fifteen years of marriage. As known, their decision will have huge impact on me and my sister's life. Every single day when I think of the situation that I am in, I just always regret my birth into the world. The world is just so hard to deal with in every aspect. Ever since I was little, my parents have always been fighting, and it has just made me feel that i have lost all of my childhood innocence. I witnessed too many things that a little child should never have to go through. It kinda baffles me how two human beings can meet each other, "fall in love" and then in the future absolutely become enemies. Everytime my parents are always together, there is never peace or unity. They both absolutely hate each other. And this affects me and my sister. I wish I could do anything to let my sister not witness this, but she just lives like this every single day of her life. She is only twelve and she has truly lost the innocence a child should have. If I was ever granted one wish, I would pray and ask for peace and unity among every one. I pray every single day for peace and unity to be restored into my family but I don't think it can ever happen. When I'm in school and I'm suppose to be focusing on my school work, I just constantly think of my situation. It is what is allowing my grades to constantly drop. I had so much dreams and aspirations in life, but they truly are just continuing to be flushed downed the toilet as my hope dies. Ever since I moved to America over five years ago, everything has truly went down spiral. I can truly say that I regret coming to the land of many opportunities in which In God We Trust. I am a person who isn't so open to talking about my emotions, but I do hope that whoever reads this learns that wherever you are and whoever you become, PLEASE never be the reason for hurt and sadness in a person's life. In everything you do, always try your hardest and never let anyone conquer over you. I have been conquered but it is never too late to be rise to the top. I hope the good Lord answers my prayer and restore happiness into my family and my life.

Stay blessed.
Toyosi.

Merry Christmas !

Hey Lovelys!

So X-Mas was a couple of days ago and I had a good time! I hope that you all did also. I live in New York if you didn't know, and the day after christmas I was suppose to go to a party after church but it snowed heavily, it was actually a blizzard! And so I did not go, but on christmas eve, I did go to my friend, Meghan's party. The day before christmas, I did also go to the mall with her and she got me a Sephora gift card for christmas! She's so lovely.

Here's a picture of me and her party: