What I Got For Christmas!

Watch the video that I posted on youtube and don't forget to SUBSCRIBE!!!

It's so Hard!

So, my parents have been in a huge controversy in the past few months and they have now decided to go their different ways in life now after fifteen years of marriage. As known, their decision will have huge impact on me and my sister's life. Every single day when I think of the situation that I am in, I just always regret my birth into the world. The world is just so hard to deal with in every aspect. Ever since I was little, my parents have always been fighting, and it has just made me feel that i have lost all of my childhood innocence. I witnessed too many things that a little child should never have to go through. It kinda baffles me how two human beings can meet each other, "fall in love" and then in the future absolutely become enemies. Everytime my parents are always together, there is never peace or unity. They both absolutely hate each other. And this affects me and my sister. I wish I could do anything to let my sister not witness this, but she just lives like this every single day of her life. She is only twelve and she has truly lost the innocence a child should have. If I was ever granted one wish, I would pray and ask for peace and unity among every one. I pray every single day for peace and unity to be restored into my family but I don't think it can ever happen. When I'm in school and I'm suppose to be focusing on my school work, I just constantly think of my situation. It is what is allowing my grades to constantly drop. I had so much dreams and aspirations in life, but they truly are just continuing to be flushed downed the toilet as my hope dies. Ever since I moved to America over five years ago, everything has truly went down spiral. I can truly say that I regret coming to the land of many opportunities in which In God We Trust. I am a person who isn't so open to talking about my emotions, but I do hope that whoever reads this learns that wherever you are and whoever you become, PLEASE never be the reason for hurt and sadness in a person's life. In everything you do, always try your hardest and never let anyone conquer over you. I have been conquered but it is never too late to be rise to the top. I hope the good Lord answers my prayer and restore happiness into my family and my life.

Stay blessed.
Toyosi.

Merry Christmas !

Hey Lovelys!

So X-Mas was a couple of days ago and I had a good time! I hope that you all did also. I live in New York if you didn't know, and the day after christmas I was suppose to go to a party after church but it snowed heavily, it was actually a blizzard! And so I did not go, but on christmas eve, I did go to my friend, Meghan's party. The day before christmas, I did also go to the mall with her and she got me a Sephora gift card for christmas! She's so lovely.

Here's a picture of me and her party:

Its been FOREVER!!

Ok so I know that I have abandoned my blog for the longest time but I'm back again and I will try my best to update it as regularly as I can.

Super Quick Updates:
I did move from one town to another and so I am just getting organized again. I did make some new friends in my new school and it's been a great experience so far.
Halloween is tomorrow and I am gong to be a cheetah(how awesome!)
If you want to see my look or want to learn how to represent a cheetah, I did do a makeup tutorial on it which is right here

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o_WQ8tlJxFs

So I went to the mall today...

 Me and my sister went to the mall, we walked there and it was so much fun. It's a little far but it was good exercise. We bought some things at Nordstrom Rack which is outlet for Nordstrom where "cheaper" items are sold but in their cheapness are still expensive. We are trying to save money for back to school so we didn't spend so much money. We also went to Forever 21 and made our first official puchase. At Nordstrom, we bought a set of nail polish for $8 and at forever 21 a set of earrings and a necklace. We then grabbed a bite at the food court and bought some cinnabon stix at Cinnabon. We loved everyhting we purchased. Well here are some pictures of the items.

High School Freshman Tips!

1. Get rid of your middle school mentality! Don't expect your teachers to baby-sit you, don't take it as a joke!


2. Do not procrastinate! It will bite you back in the butt. Try your best to get done your assignments before its due; before last minute. It will hurt your grades drastically if you do!


3. Keep in mind that what you do from this time forward decides your future. The grades you get decides what college you'll go to. When you get suspended it affects your chances of being accepted into college. When you take everything as a joke, there isn't the opportunity to go back and start over, so take it SERIOUS!


4. Join clubs and sports. They look good on your resume for college, they help stay fit, help make new friends and just aware  of your surroundings!


5. Realize that the friends you choose affect you. If you're always with kids that never do their work, drink, smoke, do drugs......you will end up doing the same. Its PEER PRESSURE.... everyone falls victim at some point.


6. Do not be rude to teachers or anyone. Teachers have a lot of control and so you will get in trouble. Everything goes around and so you will get yours back.


7.Stay away from drama, its not worth the trouble


8. Have fun, embrace your experience and learn from your mistake. It all decides the kind of adult you'll become!


Hope I helped!!
You can also watch the video I made of the tips.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9cegCQYRdU0

Get To Know Me!

Girls Confession!

iI got this question from ALEXANDRAAXOO'S BLOG..HOPE YOU ENJOY!

1. What is your first name?
Toyosi


2. Drama?
Not for me!


3. Are you a girly girl?:
Yes but like 85% 0ut of 100

4. Who was the last person you hugged?:
My friend Rachel

5. Small or large purses?:
The bigger the better

6. Are you short?:
nope

7. Do you like somebody:
I like everyone(:

8. What would you do if someone smacked your butt?:
umm wtf.. except if it was my sister.

9. Do you care if your socks are dirty?:
Nope not at all

10. Do you dress up on Halloween?:
no

11. Are you double jointed?:
No

12. Where is the weirdest place you have slept?:
In the bathroom, here's the story... I was taking a bath and was rlly tired so i fell asleep and took a short nap... i know, im weird , you dnt have to tell me.

13. Has anyone touched/smacked your butt in the past 24 hours?:
no

15. Do you call anybody by their last name?:
Not really except teachers.

16. How many guys will read this just because it says “Girl Confessions”? 

Idk the ones who wants to know a girls confession?!

“X” Marks the Spot:

[x] I do wear make up
[] I have cried at a movie theater.
[] I can put mascara on without opening my mouth.
[x] I get jealous.
[] I think Johnny Depp is sexy.
[x] I love to laugh.
[] I like death/grind/black metal.
[] I like rap.
[x] I like country
[x] I carry a purse.
[x] I’d be lost without my computer.
[] I own a Spice Girls CD.
[] I own a Britney Spears CD.
[x] I own a boy band CD.
[x] I get bored watching football.
[] I’ve never been called a spoiled brat.
[x] Guys are confusing.
[] I’ve been called a bad influence.
[] I have/had a piercing other than my ears.

17. What color is your bra that your wearing?:
Pink color from victoria secret!

18. Do you prefer light or dark haired guys?:
I like both

19. Are you currently frustrated with a boy?:
Nope

20. Do you have a best friend(s)?:
yes, best friends :)

21. Have you ever had your heart broken?:
Not yet

22. Have you ever thought of having plastic surgery?:
Noooo!!

23. Do you like your life?:
yes

24. Has one of your friends ever stolen a boyfriend from you?:
No

25. Have you ever jumped in the pool with your clothes on?:
no but i have at the beach

26. Do you have more friends that are girls or boys?:
Girls

27. How long have you had Facebook?:
2 years and a few months

28. Have you ever slapped a boy in the face? :
Noo

29. What are your biggest fears?: beeps..they terrify me!, dying at any time, rapture, my future, drowning

30. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?:
Yes

31. Have you ever not been able to get someone off of your mind?:
Yes!

32. Do you believe in the saying “once a cheater, always a
cheater”?:
No, I think people can actually change

33. Have you ever had a good feeling about something?:
definately1

34. Do you ever wish you were famous?:
Yes! lets be realistic..who doesnt?!! lol

35. Are you currently missing someone?
yes!

This guy or that guy?

Punk/Goth or Gangster?: a lil gangster

Preppy or Cowboy?: preppy!

Face or Body?: both!

Sweet or Sexy?:  both

Well-educated or Dropout?: Well educated!

Armani or Abercrombie?: Abercrombie! lol

City-slicker or Rural Guy?: a lil of both world!

Blue, Green, Grey, or Brown eyes?: love them all

Contacts or Glasses?: contacts

More Questions.

36. Eyeliner or Mascara?: Mascara

37. Louis Vuitton or Dooney & Bourke?: Louis Vuitton

38. Pumps or flats?: Flats

39. Skirts or pants?: pants

40. Socks or leggings?: Leggings

41. Hoodies or jackets?: Jackets

42. Heels or sneakers?: Heels

43. Straight or curly hair?: Straight

44. Hoop or dangling earrings?: i prefer studs but if i have to choose dangling

45. White or black?: Both

46. Victoria’s Secret or Bath and Body Works?: Victoria's Secret

47. Smoothies or lattes?: lattes! so good!

48. Diet or regular sodas?: diet but i dnt drink so much soda

49. Water or daiquiris?: Water!

50. Pearls or diamonds?: Diamonds ... are a girls best friend!

51. Vintage or boho?: boho chic!

52. Mary-Kate or Ashley Olsen?: Idk...

53. Lindsay or Hilary?:  Hillary but i still like lindsay lohan...there both pretty!

54. Ipod or cell phone?: phone

55. Friends or family?: if you are my friend , youre like family so family!

56. Lip gloss or lip stick?: lipgloss

57. Manicure or pedicure?: Manicure ..i could just were flats and cover my feet

58. Tiffany’s or Chanel?: Tiffany's

59. Love or peace?: both!

60. Sunglasses or purses?: Purses

In a girl or guy…

Funny or Serious?: Def. funny!!

Romantic or Daredevil?: romantic with a dash of dare devil

Cute or Hot?: i dnt mind

Dark Eyes or Light Eyes?: Either

Long Hair or Short Hair?: doesnt matter just nice hair

Curly Hair or Straight Hair?: doesnt matter

Clean-cut or Rough?: Rough

Good Dancer or Good Singer?: Dancer

Basketball Player or Football Player?: Basketball

Jock or Rebel?:i would rather none

Smoker or Non-smoker?: NON SMOKER.

Druggie or Clean?: Clean

Has a Motorcycle or Has a Sports Car?: sport car

Beard/Mustache or Clean-shaven?: Clean shaven

Younger or Older?: doesnt matter

Player or Loyal?: Loyal!

Welcome to my blog.

Hello everyone! So I know you're wondering what this blog is going to be about and who I am ... let me tell you. My name is Toyosi but short for Toyo. I am a teenager just enjoying my life as it is. I live in NY and I am 14yrs old. I will be talking about all kinds of things such as fashion, makeup, music, friend and just my daily life. I hope to share my life with other amazing people out there in the world so  .... STAY TUNED!!